im sitting here on a wednesday night on the computer on weed cookies and couldnt be happier. my friend ernie asked me to be a music reviewer on this new website he is making. He asked for 5 reviews and he said hes gonna make a profile for me and everything. i am so fucking excited about this. its like a dream come true. i mean how cool is it i have to listen to new music and talk about it? i decided to just write in my voice, the way i write on here. im even cracking jokes and everything. it just feels so natural for me. i couldnt be happier. its so fun searching the web for new music to listen to. i kind of fell out of the loop on the whole new music thing, but i feel like this just rekindled my love for hearing new music. right now im listening to this new morrissey that come out, its kinda horrible and im gonna tell people that too.
the youth radio project is coming around too. katie is working on finding grants and im working on writing the project and coming up with ideas on t they can do and how to do it and how many i want, and all this stuff. its really exciting to have to be the boss and think of all this. im like creating a class pretty much! its so cool. i feel like all this stuff is really coming together for me. its kind of a lot because its all happening at once, so my only option is to just take it all and run with it. like take it all head on and just go for it. dont think, dont stop, dont be scared just go for it. follow yourself, i feel like im int he flow of my life and following this current and am just floating down the river of my life.
greg told me he loved me last night.
umm yeah. loves me, already? 2 weeks and he loves me? its kind of weird, but i kind of like it, because some weird part of me feels the same exact way. overall i decided im most freaked out because i have a feeling this is it for me. this is the end of the line, this is the guy for me, the guy who is gonna love me so much and be such an amazing dude to me. i need to just jump in head first and go with it.
no need to fight the current right?
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