so tonight i was lady gaga for halloween!! it was awesome, i really think my costume came together nicely. everyone knew who i was supposed to be which was awesome, and there only was one other gaga the whole night! but the best part was greg. we hung out the whole night together, and had a good time. he totally kissed me! we had our first kiss on halloween! he was a good kisser too which is awesome, but the only bummer is he kept trying to kiss me in public, like in the middle of the crowds and shit. i hated it. i couldnt really get into it fully, it made me uncomfortable, and unable to be in the moment, i really believe that shit is special and should be shared alone, ive always thought that, and tonight i only let it happen because i was in costume and nobody knew who i was, i had sunglasses on too!
greg and i really are in a better spot then we were two days ago..we talked about how things were weird and how both of us were wondering if this was gonna go anywhere, because of how weird it was, and both knew that the other one was thinking it too, and decided to just go with the flow. the one thing that gets me is talking about us the whole time, us as a couple, not as individuals. like i want to have real conversation with him, but i guess we havent been in the proper space to do that yet. i look forward to hanging out with him this week, under normal date circumstances. like where its just us, and we can talk and play and kiss uninterrupted. he was a really good kisser though, and he has great lips..he was kinda pawing me though too, i cant decide if i just am so used to being single that i dont like being all enclosed in someone, i mean i should want to be all over him and just be in his energy, but i didnt. but there was a million people out and constantly someone bumping into you or something weird, so i dunno. its halloween, nothing really counts until our next date.
so lets hope it goes well!!
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