i guess ill see ya next lifetime

so today i hung out with greg and it was only weird for like the first 5 minutes and we both talked about it all, and how we are both feeding off each others energy and how it was circular. i felt like it was a good date. towards the end i was getting over it, but i think its normal, its like where else do we go? this is taking it slow, so 5 hours is plenty of time to spend on a technical second date. it was nice though, we went to the beach sat on a rock, chilled out then went to patricks point, my favorite place and hung out there for a while, then headed to see these really cool indian fort things, they were rad, and i thought he was gonna make out with me there, but he didnt, so i was kind of confused, but kind of happy it didnt happen there..then we went to dinner and talked about us and how when we have sex it will make everything better, because all that sexual nervous energy will go away, it was cool to talk about it so openly. i have a feeling its gonna happen sooner than i think, but i think im semi ready to take it to that level, i mean how long are you supposed to wait? ive been in this for 2 weeks now, even though we only have hung out twice alone, i still think the time matters. he also hasnt had sex in a while, so i understand his intenseness about him now. he just has pent up energy he needs to release, then i think he will be a lot cooler. i started to kind of freak out at the end, i wasnt so into the car make out, it wasnt hot. it didnt have me going at all, but i guess its cause there were a lot of people around and we were in the car, and i was leaning over on him, and his face was unshaved which totally hurt my face hahaha. but overall it was nice, there was no weird silences or anything along those lines. it was very relaxing the whole time. we both pretty much said we like each other more than friends, and see this going somewhere, so i guess that means we are dating?? haha i dont know. im looking forward to seeing where this goes though..

on a lesser level, im housesitting for my friend and her cat comes in and out, and i was trying to get him to come inside, and grabbed his collar to pull him in, and he pulled out of his collar and ran off, and its been like an hour and he hasnt come back yet, i dont know what to do! im hoping he comes home sooner than later, its only 630, but hes out there with no collar at all, and im so worried, and im scared he wont want to come back because hes scared of me! they will kill me!! they have had this car for like 15 years..eek i think he will come home before monday, im sure he will get hungry right?? eekk