spoiled brat?

i was thinking i am quite the spoiled brat who wants what i want when i want it. and i get mad when i cant get what i want, especially to people who shouldnt give me shit. i wrote to eric tonight, come over and lets make out. blah blah about how it would help us out, and clear the air and he shot me the fuck down. like straight up was like "no, u said lets take it slow and be friends and i dont think friends do that" its just silly. it seems like he is just throwing that in my face or something to prove a point and its silly. if he came up tonight we would have had an awesome time and things would have been back to normal, i just know it. and since he didnt, i feel like it hurts the situation more. his stubbornness may ruin this thing for me..which is selfish and mean but its kinda true. its like dude i know you agree with me, i know you want to, but your being a baby about it. grow some balls and go to your fucking booty call and like it. i think acting like friends is silly and not gonna happen, but whateves. its just silly to me. i gave this window of opportunity to try to make things better for us, and he isnt into it. its funny cause part of me is so annoyed by this and the other part kinda likes it. its weird i like that hes standing up for himself and not just giving into me and my wishes which may actually help his chances. i guess we will see.