why cant i just be pleased with my life the way it is? i feel like im constantly thinking of reasons why i do or dont like him...its silly to the max seriously. each day that goes by all day i think of both reasons, its like im obsessed to figure out how i feel. i seriously change back and fourth all day between liking and not liking him. i have great reasons for both too, both options make total and utter sense to me. i really enjoy having someone to spend time with and keep me busy and to have sex with a lot. those parts are fun to me, but all the rest is eh! haha man i guess it sounds like im using him in a way, but im not, i do enjoy him and his company, but i guess the thing is i just dont see it working out in the long run at all. and yet again i dont know why im wasting my time then. so unlike me to do, once i realize that fact im outta there..not this time oddly enough. i wish my brain would just stop rockin the boat so i could just enjoy this time however long it turns out to be. i guess when the time is right to end things i will.
wait a second is it groundhog day because i feel like maybe i already wrote about this..sorrrrryyyyy
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