chachachachaaaangess

i am totally in a state of change. i want everything to be different. i want different cell phones, clothes, car, decoration, facebook, seriously every thing in my life i want to be completely different. start a new per se.so i decided to start slow and change my room around. i realized i fucking hated the thing that held my clothes, i havent had a bureau for like 4 years now, so i went to target to go purchase some new items to spruce up my house and bedroom a bit. i changed the location of my bed and put a small dresser in the closet, bought a 5 shelf bookcase but while putting it together realized it is really for 2 people to put together, it even says it on the instructions..so what is a single gal to do? i decided to just use half of it. while putting it together i realzed i could get a 3 shelf bookcase, so i used it, i put all my clothes on it and used the other half very ghetto style, but it works. both actually work in my room. the thing is i just dont know if this is the way it should be set up. im against the bathroom wall and can actually look into the living room from my bed, and i dont like that. i want my room to be my room, when im in bed i want to be in bed. so i guess im gonna have to change things around again. but there is so much space in here now with the way it is, the bed is kinda out of the way and not the center piece anymore, and i like it like that. but we will see im gonan give it a couple days. thats my new thing, giving all my new things a few days to adjust. it almost worked with my new cellphone, but i still feel like im lacking something with it, and so i say fuck it. im moving on and getting a new one tomorrow. returning this shit and hooking up with a new blackberry!

thats all i got in me