Moving on..

so tonight is fucking crazy. i was sitting at my kitchen table with my friend megan having a lovely dinner, then i get a text from nikole that says "wanna move here march 1st? hetty and andy are moving" now andy and hetty are her two friends who live in this sublet place from her other friend who's on tour and they were considering moving into this other place, and i would be able to move in there with no credit check, no down payment, nothing just pay march's rent which is 800 bucks. 100 dollars cheaper than i pay now. so looks like im moving in 2 weeks to la. something ive been talking about and wanting to do for almost a year now and here it is. its upon me. the universe heard me and listened and is giving me the chance for change and a new life. but if its all ive wanted why the fuck am i so scared? im freaking the fuck out. i feel so overwhelmed and excited and anxious and about to freak out all at the same time. its just so sudden, but ive always known it would be like that. i have been saying it forever, "when i move its gonna be quick, like 2 weeks to do it or something like that" its an amazing opportunity that i dont think will come again and its time to take it. its a cute cottage house with a parking space like 6 blocks from nikole and george. i couldnt ask for anything else in the world. its really happening. its really happening. jesus. I AM FUCKING FREAKING OUT!